It was one of those days.
You know when you've been praying for a long time, and it just feels as if God is silent. I've been praying for a job, and this morning I was so frustrated and feeling down about the lack of movement.
After a morning of prayer I went to volunteer at a place I've been hoping to get a job working with pre-schoolers. I talked to the assistant director and felt discouraged that she did not have more to offer. I was hoping for a miraculous job opening and instead I just felt down.
As I was leaving the kids yelled, "Bye, Destiny!!"...which actually just made me smile. I felt uplifted and reminded why I loved working with kids.
On arriving back to my temporary home where I am dog-sitting I looked for dinner. The options were few. I decided on making a pizza from the family. As I put the pizza in the oven I thought "I really shouldn't take this family's food...oh well...I'm hungry...".
After eating a few slices of pizza I went to the backyard to let out the dog. I spent some more time in prayer thinking over the passage in Matthew that states to seek first His kingdom, and all things such as food and clothes will be taken care of (6:25-34).
Outside I met the kind neighbor-lady, Blanche. She asked if I had dinner and offered to put on a burger for me. "Um...I would love a burger", I replied. She told me she would walk it on over when it was finished.
I can't even explain what a testimony of God's faithfulness that burger was. It was complete with onions, tomato and bbq chips. It was as if the Lord said "I've gotcha." I was humbled by my doubt. Wished I had left the pizza in the freezer. And it really was the most delicious burger I've eaten in a long time.
I know it's silly. But it's not. I prayed for a job...and God provided dinner.
Thank you, Lord for being provider.